I'm mearly a shadow of my former self.

So today I'm fidgety as all hell, I decided to quit smoking again, it seemed like the right thing to do, because I am pretty sick of smoking. Around this time last year I actually quit, and stayed away from them for 5-6 months, it was wake up call, I've been smoking for the last.. God... 7-8 years of my life? Anyways, I'm fiending pretty badly for a cigarette right now, so I thought I'd blog about it, haha.. It's like I could be running out and buying a pack of cigs right now, but instead I'll annoy the random person who might just stumble across this blog. But what the hell, I know I'm not the only one who smokes cigarettes, so I'm sure some of you can relate to the way I feel right now. A close friend of mine is also quitting so we're trying to support eachother, and it's always easier that way. Although last year.. I was all on my own when quitting. So yeah I'm hoping he'll make it because I know how badly he wants to quit, we even smoked our last cigs together last night, and I hope it meant something, not just another meaningless failure or attempt. My incentive to quit is the money I save from smoking, yeah sure it's also healthier on my lungs, but the price for cigs these days is rediculous, and given the current state of the economy, resources are tight. Also my beautiful girlfriend, isn't so fond of the smell.. I don't blame her for that.

Cheers,

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